is been long since i last saw you till tonight's dinner..

i still feel rather awkward when i see you..

so much so that i dunno what to say to you when i see you..

i try to be as normal as i can.. but i know deep down inside.. i just dont feel good..

i tot after so long.. the feeling kind of fade away slowly...

but i realised after tonight.. that it DIDNT!

somehow the feelings got stronger..

i know i do still miss you..

and you still do stand a place in my heart...

what should i do...

i'm tearing while typing all these..

thinking of what happen.. and why did it happen..

i'm so stupid to ruin this relationship i had for so many years..

there's no turning back.. there's nothing more i can ask for or deserve..

is rather heart-aching to hear of close friends getting married and planning their wedding..

and these are friends that we met along together..

once, i had wished for all this to happen to us.. but now..

IS ALL WISHFUL THINKING!

i know i have hurt you so much.. that you are in misery now..

i dunno what i can do.. or rather nothing i can do for you..

You are the best man i ever met..

i regret of not putting in effort and saving our relationship...

i just let chances slip away and let it die..

*sob sob*

I'M DEEPLY SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU.

Labels: heartfelt

Candy Wong























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