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+28 Days+

Friday, April 3, 2009

♥ 2:27 PM

i'm left with 28 days till 30th Apr 2009..

i really dunno what should i do...

i have to agree.. i've CHANGED!

but what made me changed?

what are the causes that lead this to become what we never want to see or faced?

is it only me? or is it him? or is it just both parties?

i beginning to feel more and more distant from him..

less communications.. less contacts.. less of everything..

i know that i'm not my usual self anymore..

something has taken over control of me..

i dun wish this to happen..

i always dreamed about the future.. so happily..

however... the scenes are getting blur...

the light is diminishing.. i can't see properly..

something is blocking my vision.. and i don't see it anymore..

how do i clear my vision and to see it again...

i run.. i walk.. i struggle.. i cried.. I'M LOST!

tell me what should i do???

how to make this unclear vision of mine away...??

i wanted so much to be here.. there.. everywhere..

i wanted so much to be able to walk thru till we aged...

i wanted so much to do everything just the 2 of us...

i wanted so much.. so much...

but...

i only have 28 days lefts now...

what will my decision be..

you know you know.. i changed doesnt mean i don't love you..

i spent almost 1/4 lives with you.. this is not easy...

is painful to let it go.. this is what we dun wan to see and know...

*sigh*

is it so hard to STAY IN LOVE?

achessssssssssssssss

Labels: dilemia, pain